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I'm real, Are you ? by Suiish I'm real, Are you ? by Suiish
I look and feel rubbish so please disregard the monotones to help reduce the emormous bags under my eyes P: Sui isnt doing too good p: painpainpainpain etc

Anyway VonDiezyl  approached me on here informing me of some rather disturbing recent events involving fake accounts. Also invited me to participate in a campaign if you will, to help raise awareness and also at the same time prove to you all that yes i am real, I did forget to date this picture though, but i drew a rough chibi of iish and my username, that hooded mess holding the scrap of paper like a frucaking cat is indeed me. 

For anybody interested in finding out more..
to everyone who had known Alex..I cannot keep that secret back any longer..
what I did was wrong..and I regret it deeply..
I was Alex. :iconcrowloveyou:
yes, I pretended to be him, the German boy who moved to California, with his awful life and past..and death....but with a good heart.
I am so sorry, I can never make it good again..I hurted too many..
but at that time, it made me simply happy that I was able to help so many and cheer them up..I felt useful..and loved for the first time.
there are so many faked accounts here on dA, and already in my watchers list are more than enough...
every faker who reads this, should feel the same guilt as me..it's a crime.
I will lose more than I ever did in my life..
 
good bye
Alex was never realI got this message last night from Bianca
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it is all my fault that you have to suffer so much…
I guess I made the account in May of last year, I had been not very active the first month because first the account was planned to be for my OC Crow..born on the 14. February 1994..
that’s why the accounts name was crowloveyou…
I am Alex.
the girl with depression and never gotten any help searched for a new life..
so it decided to search in facebook for a cute guy who had many pictures and her luck to be creative a new OC with a story was born..a Real-Life-OC…. it took not that long that Alex found friends on deviantart, and people who needed his help. to help was something the girl was very good at and wished for nothing more than getting help for her own..but it made her happy that she was able to help those people..~
then one day she saw a pic of a sad looking boy, wrote in a comment that he looks cute and they became friends, b
I'm Real, Are You?EDIT: I realize many of you are asking as to why I am doing this. Why would I want to put my face on the internet with an insignificant sign that can't really prove who I am?
Because I wanted to create light to darkness, to help people know that you never have to stay the victim, you can be a survivor.
Please know that I am not hateful towards the offender, nor do I feel anger. I have dealt with my emotions, and have come to accept that what has happened cannot be changed. But maybe we can help to prevent incidents like this in the future, or at least make people aware of what happens.
Due to the nature of this story, I will not provide names, so DO NOT ASK.
This is a story that isn't about an art thief, or a computer bot, or someone with a pretend name...This is a story about someone who created a new life with lies and a face that was not theirs.
I was a victim and witness of an incident where a girl stole someone's photos from facebook, and created a life based


You can also take part in this and join their group. :iconimreal-areyou:


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:iconrockerchick676:
Rockerchick676 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Professional General Artist
Well you look adorable and thanks for sharing those journals I found it very interesting to read about!
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:iconsuiish:
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No worries and yeah im pretty ill looking here i had to hide. Yeah it all is pretty messed up :c
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JadeDragonne Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello you! We finally get to see you! Cute :)
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hehe you have seen me before with my crazy multi-coloured braids but yarr thankoo im glad dispite how awful i felt.. seriously the bags under my eyes... >__>
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JadeDragonne Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You look beautiful Suiish, don't worry too much about those bags under your eyes, I'm sure you see them way worse than they really are. We always are too hard on ourself... :hug:
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Suiish Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
lol ahh they were super bad, it wasnt just me!!!  i had very little sleep the prvious night and felt especially ill >_< so they where bad that picture was lightened... twice and then put in monotones lol XD  but yeah i know what you mean we are hard on ourselves but yeah they were really bad.. but i have sckness as a ecuse XD <3
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JadeDragonne Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You have sickness as an excuse??? I hope it's nothing serious...
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Suiish Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Just the stones of the gall <3 
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jewelschan Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You look so cute XD But yeah it isn't very surprising that some people are doing that.
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thankoo! I guess im a bit naive, i was shocked somewhat... i get that people have rp accounts but the ones ive seen are fictonal characters and it is made very clear.. its a bit worrying. 
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jewelschan Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You will always have people that don't always quite grasp the weight of their actions. This case being one of them. I'm not too worried about someone thinking  I'm real or not... I'm pretty sure I still have some old pictures of myself somewhere on here... Or maybe I deleted them all because I didn't like them XD
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well i've known you long enough to feel pretty confident you are indeed real XD and yeah it is a shame... i think they must have felt very trapped by their own actions...
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Okechi Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for sharing :3
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No worries! <3
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VonDiezyl Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much!! <3
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:iconsuiish:
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No worries! <3
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ArtforTau Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Great job!^^.
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks!
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lizardwizard444 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
wait a minute. *looks around* why am i in a box 
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
lol #living in a box# <3
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lizardwizard444 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A BACKGROUND. NOT EVEN A HORIZON LINE
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:iconsuiish:
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah the joy of floating in nothingness Cx <3
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lizardwizard444 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
*runs into background counting* 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 *stops* now lets see if my theory is right * runs back counting* 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 *exact same place* see this what happened when you don't put a horizon line.
Now this place is boring lets make it interesting. *suden tow appears out of no where.* cool let see inside *tower then falls out of page* motherf$#er 
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
XD Aww you should give him a horizontal liiine XD haha
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lizardwizard444 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hay, he's lucky I didn't give him a mirror

WHO IS THAT 
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:iconsuiish:
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
LOL Awah but then there would be 2 of him =0 
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CaseyDecker Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Aaaawww... :hug:
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hehe C:
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vinpip Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know you are real Sui :heart: 

I'll put us up in a minute too :D
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yay im glad you did! <3
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flandere Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nope I am not real at all!
In all honesty, if I remotely care about a person and they doubt about it, they would only need to ask and I'll prove it x3

I hope you feel better soon and that your appointment is super soon >_<
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<3 I know you're reals and thankoo, me too.. X_X ive been just horizontal watching a persona lets play, swallowing various tablets and just trying to be comfortabkle this is the most non horizontal ive been and im half sitting up to type but even now im going to have to slump back into my hole D: urghhhhh i want it ouuut DX /whine
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flandere Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Just do your best to be comfortable, you should have that appointment soon! >_<
And don't hesitate to go to the A&E if you think you should!!! >~<
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am indeed, even laying here though i can feel it rebelling on me for merely existing D: i just want a letter to come ! and dont worry next time im shaking and sweating andit gets scary again im going to A&E. 
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Dianabolique Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh dear! :no:
Get some rest sweet little one ... :cuddle:
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am indeed! Thankoo so much! Honestly the bags under my eyes were pretty scary, the night before i had ha very little sleep and just urghhhnnghh Dx but i am real even if i look kinda concealed <3 and rough <3
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ErikRoger Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014
Lol I thought of doing one of these, too.
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You should do, have you read into what happened? it is pretty scary that someone would do that... to go that far.... then the 'solution' they thought of... B: 
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ErikRoger Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014
Yes, there was a big premeditation and manipulation. I mean, I usually prefer playing as a girl in PS Home but that's different. I don't even act like the obvious trolls, I just usually keep a low profile and don't converse with too much interest. Technically it's Katy's avatar and she does play or watch sometimes.
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yarr, im sure you are open about who you are when questioned however, i get roleplaying accounts and accounts of OCs where the person makes it very lear that it is a fictional character... I cannot fathom though why they let this go as far and such.... i just cannot comprehend this at all. its scary. 
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ErikRoger Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014
I've mentioned that I'm sometimes a guy and sometimes a girl because two people play as that avatar, but I'm never really questioned.  Most guys pretending to be girls are obvious.  But I just stay low key.  I just act myself and talk casually if I'm talked to.  Then I seem like a regular girl next door than some guy pretending to be a sexual lesbian.  I just seem like a regular person, whether it's a girl or guy being irrelevant.  I'm not giving my identity away (remember, sometimes it is actually Katy or she is there) but I'm also not trying to pretend I'm someone else, if that makes sense.  I stay away from that line where someone would want to "mic up" and talk to you.  I wouldn't want to talk to someone like that even with my male avatar (which looks scarily like me), anyway.  I certainly don't lead someone on and pretend to want to be their PS girlfriend.  I'm amazed at how many pretend to be couples.  But they aren't pretending, they take it seriously.  Those stupid clubs and "fams" are ridiculous.  People acting like thug gangsters and mafia bosses and treating it like they are really in control of something..though, as if they'd actually be able to be hardcore like that if their parents stopped supporting them suddenly..  

I do get annoyed at how they are called trannies.  Like transvestites?  Transsexuals?  It's a video game avatar..  Like no male ever played Tomb Raider, Resident Evil with Jill or Claire, or picked Chun Li..  Like the person in real life dresses or surgically reconstructed their sexual anatomy as a female..  And I get annoyed at how females or "females" always have to prove themselves to be female (though I guess most guys are sick and I don't do that).  "You got a cam?"  You don't see a male avatar having to prove himself to be a male.  If a girl uses a male avatar she probably wouldn't get harassed as much.  But a guy using a female avatar..  Oh boy!  Those teenagers who are kind of sheltered turn on their homophobia!  Who fricking cares?  They take it so seriously!  At least I customized my avatar to look like myself!  Most just use the default clones!  Or some crazy cat, dog, or video game mascot.  You don't see THEM being called a "dog transvestite!"

But no, I'd never try to be intimate and then construct a three month death which causes a person to want to commit suicide.  Honestly, I think using a certain PS avatar isn't the same thing.  Unless you'd actually go that far and do something like that, but I don't think you could with video game avatars and their "fams" and microphones.  But who knows? 

Point is, I don't start relationships with a video game concept where people have multiple sock accounts.  The thing that happened to the people on Deviant Art was..  I don't know if it would be in the category of cyber bullying, but it definitely shows that the internet is a very real way to mess with people's emotions, which shows that cyber bullying is a real way to bully people.  It reminds me of the movie Catfish.  Creepy movie.  You should check it out.  You'll wonder if it was real or not.
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Haha yeah i didnt like the attention from others in home so much i kinda enjoyed just walking around and just exploring it myself XD but then i am a bit of a introvert >_> and most people i expect to be rude or... yeah DX 

LOL yeah thats a bit weird, though ive never had to prove myself in that way with online gamers i tend to not communicate with any of them i will usually not use my mic and generally mute them too, its what i always did in cod, straighyt away i muted everyone XD  i really didnt know the people of home were so like that =0 

but yeah, not at all lol but then you never know, it is pretty easy to make a acocunt and lie... i mean some places dont need email verification - but even thats pointless.. because you can easily make a email address... i had mule accounts on gaia but i never pretended to be anybody i wasnt and the name would relate to my main and i would state that i an a mule account of me... if that makes sense XD

it kinda scares me how much people can tae for face value, i mean i know i do P: 
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ErikRoger Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014
Oh, yes, I often turn the mic off or at least mute the people who won't shut up.  I can't understand them, anyway.  I'm sure I could change the volume settings to hear people better, but I don't care to hear their gibberish, trash talking, singing, lippy sound effects, whistling, or the most annoying loud yelling.  Though, it was different when I played with your guys.  They were cool.

I'm such an introvert.  I hate how movies make them out to be someone who needs "fixed" so they can "come out of their shell," usually with dorky glasses and trouble walking without falling.  We're actually fine this way.  No need to "fix" us, you bad at body language reading, non noticing people who think they are always missing something and in a rush to go nowhere.
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw im glad they didnt piss you off xD i told them you were a friend of mine and when i stream and they are playing in the background i try and tell them to behave xD 
Me too... i feel people look at me like something is wrong with me, or say i always look stressed or down or whatever.. i must have a bitch resting face... P: I really live in my mind a lot, like a lot of stuff goes on in my mind and i guess i worry a lot about how poeple percieve me. and it makes me uncomfortable in large crowds im ok one on one but even if people are in the office at wrk and its more than one i shut up.... i kinda hate it.. but i hate feeling observed.... even though im most likly not and the fact is nobody probably cares.... but.. sometimes i wish i had an off switch ... to my head sometimes...
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TruthDefender Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I just joined the group. Thanks for sharing this!
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Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's awesome! and i'm loving your new avatar! I'm glad i was made aware of it yusyus
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TruthDefender Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Yep! And thanks! Same here. :)
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