to everyone who had known Alex..I cannot keep that secret back any longer..
what I did was wrong..and I regret it deeply..
I was Alex. :iconcrowloveyou:
yes, I pretended to be him, the German boy who moved to California, with his awful life and past..and death....but with a good heart.
I am so sorry, I can never make it good again..I hurted too many..
but at that time, it made me simply happy that I was able to help so many and cheer them up..I felt useful..and loved for the first time.
there are so many faked accounts here on dA, and already in my watchers list are more than enough...
every faker who reads this, should feel the same guilt as me..it's a crime.
I will lose more than I ever did in my life..
Alex was never realI got this message last night from Bianca
it is all my fault that you have to suffer so much…
I guess I made the account in May of last year, I had been not very active the first month because first the account was planned to be for my OC Crow..born on the 14. February 1994..
that’s why the accounts name was crowloveyou…
I am Alex.
the girl with depression and never gotten any help searched for a new life..
so it decided to search in facebook for a cute guy who had many pictures and her luck to be creative a new OC with a story was born..a Real-Life-OC…. it took not that long that Alex found friends on deviantart, and people who needed his help. to help was something the girl was very good at and wished for nothing more than getting help for her own..but it made her happy that she was able to help those people..~
then one day she saw a pic of a sad looking boy, wrote in a comment that he looks cute and they became friends, b
I'm Real, Are You?EDIT: I realize many of you are asking as to why I am doing this. Why would I want to put my face on the internet with an insignificant sign that can't really prove who I am?
Because I wanted to create light to darkness, to help people know that you never have to stay the victim, you can be a survivor.
Please know that I am not hateful towards the offender, nor do I feel anger. I have dealt with my emotions, and have come to accept that what has happened cannot be changed. But maybe we can help to prevent incidents like this in the future, or at least make people aware of what happens.
Due to the nature of this story, I will not provide names, so DO NOT ASK.
This is a story that isn't about an art thief, or a computer bot, or someone with a pretend name...This is a story about someone who created a new life with lies and a face that was not theirs.
I was a victim and witness of an incident where a girl stole someone's photos from facebook, and created a life based
In all honesty, if I remotely care about a person and they doubt about it, they would only need to ask and I'll prove it x3
I hope you feel better soon and that your appointment is super soon >_<
And don't hesitate to go to the A&E if you think you should!!! >~<
Get some rest sweet little one ...
I do get annoyed at how they are called trannies. Like transvestites? Transsexuals? It's a video game avatar.. Like no male ever played Tomb Raider, Resident Evil with Jill or Claire, or picked Chun Li.. Like the person in real life dresses or surgically reconstructed their sexual anatomy as a female.. And I get annoyed at how females or "females" always have to prove themselves to be female (though I guess most guys are sick and I don't do that). "You got a cam?" You don't see a male avatar having to prove himself to be a male. If a girl uses a male avatar she probably wouldn't get harassed as much. But a guy using a female avatar.. Oh boy! Those teenagers who are kind of sheltered turn on their homophobia! Who fricking cares? They take it so seriously! At least I customized my avatar to look like myself! Most just use the default clones! Or some crazy cat, dog, or video game mascot. You don't see THEM being called a "dog transvestite!"
But no, I'd never try to be intimate and then construct a three month death which causes a person to want to commit suicide. Honestly, I think using a certain PS avatar isn't the same thing. Unless you'd actually go that far and do something like that, but I don't think you could with video game avatars and their "fams" and microphones. But who knows?
Point is, I don't start relationships with a video game concept where people have multiple sock accounts. The thing that happened to the people on Deviant Art was.. I don't know if it would be in the category of cyber bullying, but it definitely shows that the internet is a very real way to mess with people's emotions, which shows that cyber bullying is a real way to bully people. It reminds me of the movie Catfish. Creepy movie. You should check it out. You'll wonder if it was real or not.
I'm such an introvert. I hate how movies make them out to be someone who needs "fixed" so they can "come out of their shell," usually with dorky glasses and trouble walking without falling. We're actually fine this way. No need to "fix" us, you bad at body language reading, non noticing people who think they are always missing something and in a rush to go nowhere.