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I'm real, Are you ? by Suiish I'm real, Are you ? by Suiish
I look and feel rubbish so please disregard the monotones to help reduce the emormous bags under my eyes P: Sui isnt doing too good p: painpainpainpain etc

Anyway VonDiezyl  approached me on here informing me of some rather disturbing recent events involving fake accounts. Also invited me to participate in a campaign if you will, to help raise awareness and also at the same time prove to you all that yes i am real, I did forget to date this picture though, but i drew a rough chibi of iish and my username, that hooded mess holding the scrap of paper like a frucaking cat is indeed me. 

For anybody interested in finding out more..
to everyone who had known Alex..I cannot keep that secret back any longer..
what I did was wrong..and I regret it deeply..
I was Alex. :iconcrowloveyou:
yes, I pretended to be him, the German boy who moved to California, with his awful life and past..and death....but with a good heart.
I am so sorry, I can never make it good again..I hurted too many..
but at that time, it made me simply happy that I was able to help so many and cheer them up..I felt useful..and loved for the first time.
there are so many faked accounts here on dA, and already in my watchers list are more than enough...
every faker who reads this, should feel the same guilt as's a crime.
I will lose more than I ever did in my life..
good bye
Alex was never realI got this message last night from Bianca
it is all my fault that you have to suffer so much…
I guess I made the account in May of last year, I had been not very active the first month because first the account was planned to be for my OC Crow..born on the 14. February 1994..
that’s why the accounts name was crowloveyou…
I am Alex.
the girl with depression and never gotten any help searched for a new life..
so it decided to search in facebook for a cute guy who had many pictures and her luck to be creative a new OC with a story was born..a Real-Life-OC…. it took not that long that Alex found friends on deviantart, and people who needed his help. to help was something the girl was very good at and wished for nothing more than getting help for her own..but it made her happy that she was able to help those people..~
then one day she saw a pic of a sad looking boy, wrote in a comment that he looks cute and they became friends, b
I'm Real, Are You?EDIT: I realize many of you are asking as to why I am doing this. Why would I want to put my face on the internet with an insignificant sign that can't really prove who I am?
Because I wanted to create light to darkness, to help people know that you never have to stay the victim, you can be a survivor.
Please know that I am not hateful towards the offender, nor do I feel anger. I have dealt with my emotions, and have come to accept that what has happened cannot be changed. But maybe we can help to prevent incidents like this in the future, or at least make people aware of what happens.
Due to the nature of this story, I will not provide names, so DO NOT ASK.
This is a story that isn't about an art thief, or a computer bot, or someone with a pretend name...This is a story about someone who created a new life with lies and a face that was not theirs.
I was a victim and witness of an incident where a girl stole someone's photos from facebook, and created a life based

You can also take part in this and join their group. :iconimreal-areyou:

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Rockerchick676 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Professional General Artist
Well you look adorable and thanks for sharing those journals I found it very interesting to read about!
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No worries and yeah im pretty ill looking here i had to hide. Yeah it all is pretty messed up :c
JadeDragonne Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello you! We finally get to see you! Cute :)
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hehe you have seen me before with my crazy multi-coloured braids but yarr thankoo im glad dispite how awful i felt.. seriously the bags under my eyes... >__>
JadeDragonne Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You look beautiful Suiish, don't worry too much about those bags under your eyes, I'm sure you see them way worse than they really are. We always are too hard on ourself... :hug:
Suiish Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
lol ahh they were super bad, it wasnt just me!!!  i had very little sleep the prvious night and felt especially ill >_< so they where bad that picture was lightened... twice and then put in monotones lol XD  but yeah i know what you mean we are hard on ourselves but yeah they were really bad.. but i have sckness as a ecuse XD <3
JadeDragonne Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You have sickness as an excuse??? I hope it's nothing serious...
Suiish Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Just the stones of the gall <3 
jewelschan Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You look so cute XD But yeah it isn't very surprising that some people are doing that.
Suiish Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thankoo! I guess im a bit naive, i was shocked somewhat... i get that people have rp accounts but the ones ive seen are fictonal characters and it is made very clear.. its a bit worrying. 
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