Firstly i want to thank you all so much for all your support, even if i haven't got back to replying to you individually yet, but please know that i will when i can but i don't think it will be anytime soon.
Just updating you all on my situation, on friday it would seem my dad suffered from a heart attack, ever since i have been visiting him daily. During the week its not too bad as the buses run and such but on weekends we have thankfully managed to get a lift back.
We plan to see him daily and he will most likly still be there all this week but as it stands we still dont know the extent of damage to his heart. We know there is damage though just not how much.
He will be going to another hospital to run further tests but we dont know when. Just letting you all know i wont be about and why i havent been about and thank you all for your word of support and to those who kindly offered to help <3 It really means a lot to me <3
I've been very busy, im also keeping dads sister up to date and his friends too so calling them all pretty much daily after i visit, i'm still at work and such so i really dont have much time and when i do I honestly just feel so drained.
Just worried about him!
Thank you again and i'll keep you in the loop when i can <3 Update, 12/12/14
Dad's been moved to another hospital, harder to get to so i'll try to visit every other day. Gotta get his stuff from the old hospital to bring it to the new one, going to see him tomorrow.
Results came back from tests and he needs a double bypass. So he is very scared & worried, I reminded him how far medicine has come and how many stories people have told us, including other patients have had similar procedures and are ok.
Still scary though...
As it's further to visit i'll try to open sketch commissions at somepoint... i've written it up but just dont feel up to it today, maybe sunday, i'm very tired so i'll do some art trade fun.
Look at the sketch Cynical-Pancake
did - Mine is the second one and words cant describe how awesome my Para looks drawn by her <3 and if you're reading this im so sorry i haven't commented on it yet, im just a tired bed bug using the on screen keyboard <3 but when i do pick up my laptop it'll be the first thing i do. Update 16/12/2014
Dad has to have surgery on the 22nd so i will be with him as thankfully my work has let me have time off so i can be there, monday and tuesday are off for me if i need them. there is a very high success rate ad he is pretty healthy, but he does have Angina so without the surgery the chance of a fatal heart attack int he first year is at 5% and increases every year there after so the surgery is good, its 99.66% chance of sucess so i am sure everything will be ok.
Will keep you all updated but, i wont be updating the journal anymore. I'm doing art a bit though but when i get back from visiting and wrk and napping and all the other things in life.
Operation went ok, he is recovering - ill be seeing him today as 8 cannot on the 25th & 26th sorry for my silence just no time and super tired and everything else.